Secret Heart

Psalm 51:6 says, “You teach me wisdom in the secret heart.” (ESV) I’m not sure I understand this phrase, to be honest with you.  I’ll likely do a little research (and read your comments on what this verse is talking about), but for now here are...

The Parable of the Wick

To be in the world but not of the world can be challenging.  I recall this one time when I was in the world but not of it.  …One time.  Yep, it’s tough. For most of my adult, Christ-following life I thought the life of holiness was like a wick – neatly trimmed,...

Expectations and Anxiety

Unhealthy expectations and anxiety.  These two are evil twins, pairing up to sabotage a life of freedom.  It begins with false expectations – self-induced, or imposed by outside influencers I allow to nag at my thoughts – sucking me into an exhausting pursuit of being...

Velcro

The cat won’t leave me alone.  No matter where I go in the house she follows me.  Actually she sticks closer to me than the word “follow” would imply; she is on me, constantly touching me, brushing up against my ankles, treading under my feet.  She is “Vel” and I am...

Foggy Spectacles

Contemplative. As I understand this word, a contemplative is one who “seeks to make visible that which is hidden from ordinary sight.”  Evagrius Ponticus calls contemplation a vision of the real nature of things.  (Note: I honestly have no idea who Evagrius Ponticus...